Alhamdulillah :')

" selamat hari jadi ayah ! semoga panjang umur , murah rezeki dan harap kita satu keluarga bahagia sampai bila - bila . Along minta maaf semua salah along dulu terutama masa sekolah dulu . and , I promise you , this time Along akan belajar betul betul and make you proud for having a daughter like me hehe :) maaf tak ada hadiah buat masa nie . Along bet result final exam as a present untuk ayah , okey ? happy birthday , my Superdad :D "

RESULT FINAL EXAM

47. Nur Syahida Afini bt Azman   BJ2012-2***   3.57

again ? 3.57 . what ? seriously ? !

kept repeated read it , make sure my name , my matrix number and yeah .

seriously , I got 3.57 :')

seriously , among my seven girlfriendss , I always get the lowest rank . serious nie serious . tapi bila tengok result , I'm in the third rank . just among this seven lahhh . mereka semua terkejut , and perli , and puji , and perli back . It's okayyy , It's alright :D

i'll try to keep it up . for me , my future , my mum , my dad :D

I Miss the old You

Yeahh . there must be anyone yang tak percaya dengan this statement . but seriously , I do miss you so much . *but not as much I miss my Family*

Hmm honestly , I still can’t forget you and I was kept asking myself , is this a real ? the real thing that you leave me ? hmm I didn’t know , where do you kept your promises sweetheart ? I wish that I can forward ALL your ‘sweet-talker’ messages and remind you all about that . serious . seriously . hmm you promised me that you will wait for me until my sem break right ? I kept patient , waiting for that day . but ? hmm okay .

Hmm did I did something wrong ? if yes , tell me , what is my fault ? or actually you found someone else , and you use your study as your excuse ? okay , I will try , so hard seriously , try to understand ALL your situation . I think , I already did it right ? okay , maybe not for you . okay fine .

Honestly , stalk-ing your twitter , facebook , now is my daily routine . I don’t know why must I stalks you , then feels the hurt ? maybe because I just wanna know how your condition , are you sick , or just to know what are you doing now . then I realized that some of your tweet MAYBE okay it’s just a MAYBE , talking about me , but when I read about it again , I feel like “there’s must be about someone else” :’) don’t know .

It’s okay lahhh . keep calm and just relax . everything gonna be fine , seriously , like before . like 3years and 6months ago . okay , I’ll wait for that time *fake smile*

p/s : every night , re-read our conversation and cried . again and again .
every morning , turn off the alarms , look at the wallpaper and wish , Good Morning , Sweetheart . just that , that I can do :’)

LAST PAYYYPER !

Medical Nursing paper done !

seriously , sangat berpuas hati .

terlalu banyak point yang nak dihuraikan ,

sampai cramp wehh tangan aku -..-

Alhamdulillah , masuk apa yang di spot hihi

harap harap pointer tinggi dari MidSem Exam hari tue lahhh .

AMINNNN :)

* baru habis paper Medical , dah start stadi Surgical pula .

wahh semangat ! :)

LAST PAYYYPER lahhh katakan 

sangat tak sabar nak habiskan Final Exam nie !

cepatlahhhhh masa berlalu .

p/s : asyik teringat paper Gynae .

teruk . teruk . teruk .

minta minta semua baik belaka .

tak sanggup nak repeat :'(

Dear my so-fragile heart ,

I'm begging ,

please stay strong ! :')

thank you so much , Deqnaa :')

p/s : Wondering . 

How can he acts like nothing happened between us ?

I want it too !

*seriously*

mohon aku terus diberi kekuatan .

tak larat nak stay dalam keadaan macam nie dah .

FinalExam paper , be nice yaa ?

saya dalam keadaan tak berapa stabil nie :')

p/s : WishMeLuck ! :')

#FINALEXAM fever VS #PRU13 fever

tutup pasal PRU and all that things . tak nak ambil tahu lagi . maklumlah , tak cukup umur lagi kannn ?

*tapi takut sangat tunggu keputusan nie 

"kalau DAP menang , macam shida lahhh jadinya" 

apejadah kawan kawan aku cakap macam nie pun tak tahu . kalau sebab darah cina nie yang kau nak bising , wehh jodoh tue Allah tentukanlahhh -..- #Ehh 

- CASE CLOSED-

final exam nak dekat . tapi aku satu apa tak ready lagi . takut tue takut . stadi tue stadi dah . tapi masuk macam tak masuk . banyak pula benda jadi kebelakangan nie . dengan demam PRU jadah nie lagi -..-

ramai yang kata aku InsyaAllah boleh score based on result MidSem hari tue , tapi kau ingat LULUS tue permanent ? tak usaha , tak lulus lahhh wehh . 

p/s : mohon doa dari Ibu dan Ayah :/

USAHA . DOA . TAWAKAL .

#Ehh you can forget him ? :')

Deppressed . Stressed . Frustated . Dissapointed .

Yes , I am . Seriously .

tapi nak buat macam mana . Live MUST GO ON .

harap tak ganggu result Final aku :')

p/s : penat nak nangis . airmata pun tak ada dah nie wehh :')

#KeepPraying that one day we'll be together .

HAHA gurau je :')