Monday, August 4, 2014

IT'S FINAL SEMESTERRRRRRR !

as usual , I know , when it's time for final semester , 
everyone knew that it is the toughest semester at all !
yes , SO DO I .
assignmentssssss !
practicalssssss !
prep classesssss !
revisionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
OMG IT'S KILLING ME SLOWLY BABE !

bila praktikal di wad , semua staffnurse and doktor expect that we , STUDENT nurse can already do all the procedures !
well , actually , yes , IT IS !
tapi , typical student lahhh .
bila nak buat tu mesti takut juga . nervous . 
afraid that something will happen to the patient .
pity us .

bila fikir balik , satu semester ni kena cover ALL THE TOPIC from semester ONE , 
rasa macam nak nangis .
I'M SERIOUS .
stress dengan diri sendiri .

well , nak tak nak still kena force diri sendiri untuk accept semua ni .
kena face it .
FINAL KOT .
takkan nak keluar lari patah balik rumah tangan kosong ?

well , around 4 months to go ,
Midsem exams , Final exams , LJM exam .

GOOD LUCK DEARSELF .
BE STRONG .
BE SADO .

p/s : wahai MALAS , PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME YOU F***ING B !

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Long time no see ! :')

Hello , apa khabar blog kesayangan suatu ketika dahulu ?
kah kah kah main blog masa sekolah je . try masuk IPTA IPTS ?
mana ada masa dahhhh :/

haaa pejam celik pejam celik , WOI FINAL SEM DAH KOT !
haha so 1st July nanti dah masuk Final Sem .
Final Year .
Super Senior .
Semester Enam .
memang seronok memang tak sabar .
tapi dalam hati ni , Allahu Akbar .
BERATNYA TANGGUNGJAWAB !
tahun ni habis , tahun depan dah kerja .
untung . tak payah nak naik turun tangga interview segala .
Alhamdulillah , rezeki :)

semester break for now .
enjoyyyy sangaaaaaaaat HAHA
bangun tidur mandi makan tengok tv main phone main lappy tidur bangun makan tengok tv main phone main lappy tidur bangun makan tengok tv main phone main lappy ulang sampai muntah HAHA
sesi menggemukkan badan *krikkk krikkkk*

okay , good bye for now .
tak tahu nak update apa dah haha

P/S : kakak seniors batch 2/2011 dah habis LJM hari ni WAHHHHHH
semoga berjaya semua :)

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

kebelakangan nie , banyak nampak perubahan . 
mostly dari segi relationship . 
kawan kawan terutamanya 
kalau fikir positif , Alhamdulillah .
cuma satu .
harap tak jadi macam aku dulu :')
berubah kerana seseorang .
bukan niat kerana Allah .
Allah .
kalau salah niat tue , tak lama perubahan tue .
hmm teringin juga nak relation yang 'yang dulu'
tapi ntah 
masing masing tak kuat .
nak salahkan syaitan yang hasut ?
tak . salah diri sendiri .
dah tahu iman tak kuat ,
kenapa tak usaha buat sesuatu untuk kuatkan ?
malas ? nak salahkan syaitan juga ?
sayang , memang itu kerja syaitan .
kerja kita , lawan .
ini bukan semua poyo nak berlagak baik .
tapi nie kenyataan .
selalu doa selepas solat ,
mohon Allah bagi kekuatan untuk lawan semua godaan syaitan .
tapi ,
solat pun tempang .
Astagfirullah .
terlajak subuh , ada kau ganti ?
keluar outing , ada kau zohor asar maghrib isyak ?
alasan ,
"mekap tebal nie . sayang nak basuh"
"seluar pendek lahh . tak tutup aurat"
:')
kadang kadang , aku pun sama .
ehh sangat sama lahhh .
serupa macam cakap dengan cermin nie haa .
tapi itulahhh ,
dalam proses . dalam progress .
yang ntah bila nak siapnya .
terasa juga dalam hati nie ,
nie dah akhir zaman ,
bila nak berubah nie .
hmm InsyaAllah , dalam proses .
mohon diberi kekuatan :')

p/s : nasib masing masing tengah belajar .
jauh jauh pula tue .
kalau tak , 
memang wajib kahwin dah nie :')

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Sungkai - Rawang

first time . first time balik kampung aku derrrivvvveee -..-
gerak dua kereta . pergi gua tak ada hal . aku follow ayah , ayah follow aku .
balik tue , perghhh . tadi lahhh . haa baru tadi lahhh .
*sampai rumah terus on lappy*

hujan lebat . lebat selebat lebatnya . gua cuak dah . nak tunggu hujan berhenti , malam pula baru bergerak . silau satu hal . rabun satu hal . spek tak bawak satu hal . bantai lahhh . cepat cepat suruh mereka letak barang kat bonet cepat . suddenly , hujan berhenti . ehh ? haa cepat cepat ! barang done ! okey , salam salam semua . selamat tinggal semua :')

gerak . kereta dah start bergerak . okeyyy , hujan tak ada . ehh ? asal aircond panas ? angin sahaja ? okeyyy , biar dulu . lama lama nanti sejuk lahhh kot . then hujan start turun . makin lama makin lebat . aircond still the same condition . cermin depan makin kabur ? what the heck ? hujan lebat plussss cermin berkabus plusss aku rabun nie wehh ! cuak semua dalam kereta . ibu kelam kabut cari kain . adik bising tanya , macam mana kau on aircond nie tadi ? okey , bukan aku yang turn on , tapi Luqman -..-

call ayah , tanya . ayah kata pusing sampai habis yang biru-merah tue . okey , call ended . aircond still the same . then ayah call balik , cuba tekan button yang tulis A/C tue ? okey , ibu tekan . then baru terasa sejuk . ehh ? tak tekan tue ke dari tadi ? OMO~

bawak dalam hujan dalam kelajuan 60km/h . ibu bising cakap laju . aku tengok cermin belakang , semua dah rapat dah . kfine kfine . aku duduk lane kiri je . tapi jalan bukan main hodoh , dengan air bertakung . hoi cuci tayar -..- 

after about two hours , including stop dekat TF Behrang tadi , finally , reached home :')

p/s : dulu beli sunglass sebab hobi , buat koleksi . now , kewajiban daalam pemanduan :D

Friday, May 31, 2013

Alhamdulillah :')

" selamat hari jadi ayah ! semoga panjang umur , murah rezeki dan harap kita satu keluarga bahagia sampai bila - bila . Along minta maaf semua salah along dulu terutama masa sekolah dulu . and , I promise you , this time Along akan belajar betul betul and make you proud for having a daughter like me hehe :) maaf tak ada hadiah buat masa nie . Along bet result final exam as a present untuk ayah , okey ? happy birthday , my Superdad :D "

RESULT FINAL EXAM

47. Nur Syahida Afini bt Azman   BJ2012-2***   3.57

again ? 3.57 . what ? seriously ? !

kept repeated read it , make sure my name , my matrix number and yeah .
seriously , I got 3.57 :')

seriously , among my seven girlfriendss , I always get the lowest rank . serious nie serious . tapi bila tengok result , I'm in the third rank . just among this seven lahhh . mereka semua terkejut , and perli , and puji , and perli back . It's okayyy , It's alright :D

i'll try to keep it up . for me , my future , my mum , my dad :D

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

I Miss the old You

Yeahh . there must be anyone yang tak percaya dengan this statement . but seriously , I do miss you so much . *but not as much I miss my Family*

Hmm honestly , I still can’t forget you and I was kept asking myself , is this a real ? the real thing that you leave me ? hmm I didn’t know , where do you kept your promises sweetheart ? I wish that I can forward ALL your ‘sweet-talker’ messages and remind you all about that . serious . seriously . hmm you promised me that you will wait for me until my sem break right ? I kept patient , waiting for that day . but ? hmm okay .

Hmm did I did something wrong ? if yes , tell me , what is my fault ? or actually you found someone else , and you use your study as your excuse ? okay , I will try , so hard seriously , try to understand ALL your situation . I think , I already did it right ? okay , maybe not for you . okay fine .

Honestly , stalk-ing your twitter , facebook , now is my daily routine . I don’t know why must I stalks you , then feels the hurt ? maybe because I just wanna know how your condition , are you sick , or just to know what are you doing now . then I realized that some of your tweet MAYBE okay it’s just a MAYBE , talking about me , but when I read about it again , I feel like “there’s must be about someone else” :’) don’t know .

It’s okay lahhh . keep calm and just relax . everything gonna be fine , seriously , like before . like 3years and 6months ago . okay , I’ll wait for that time *fake smile*

p/s : every night , re-read our conversation and cried . again and again .
every morning , turn off the alarms , look at the wallpaper and wish , Good Morning , Sweetheart . just that , that I can do :’)

Thursday, May 9, 2013

LAST PAYYYPER !

Medical Nursing paper done !
seriously , sangat berpuas hati .
terlalu banyak point yang nak dihuraikan ,
sampai cramp wehh tangan aku -..-
Alhamdulillah , masuk apa yang di spot hihi
harap harap pointer tinggi dari MidSem Exam hari tue lahhh .
AMINNNN :)

* baru habis paper Medical , dah start stadi Surgical pula .
wahh semangat ! :)
LAST PAYYYPER lahhh katakan 
sangat tak sabar nak habiskan Final Exam nie !
cepatlahhhhh masa berlalu .

p/s : asyik teringat paper Gynae .
teruk . teruk . teruk .
minta minta semua baik belaka .
tak sanggup nak repeat :'(