from ur dearest hubby..amirul ashraf:')

Assalammualaikum..hmm..hye baby..:)hee..sori lah pinjam blog kjap..hmm..b nk ckp,hari rabu,13 july..b dh xd kat sini..hmm..baby,sumpah,b sdih sgt bile dgr brite nie..b xready,cmpur xnk pegi sana sbnanye..tapi apa nk buat,this is my mother's hope..so,nak x nak,i have to fulfill my mother's dream..hmm..:'(xtaw nk ckp ape..but lately,i was so happy to be with you..bg b,baby to special..baby ckup bhgiakan b..of course,sdgkn lidah lagikan tergigit,inikan pulak kita sbgi manuisa nie kan..mmg b xlari dr kslhn and same goes to you..baby,to be truth,b ctekan jadual perjalanan hidup b kat sana..semester 1,b cuma cuti mse raya..and mse raya b cume boleh balik seminggu sahaja..b xtaw lah,knp jadual dye tight sgt..and cuti sem b cume ada 3 weeks..and then msuk second sem..baby,after that,hmm..sorry to say,i wont be back here anymore until 2 february 2015..sbb b kena ikut kapal utk praktikal..b taw baby sdih,klu baby sdih,inikan b yg mrse smuenye..b xtaw knp stiap kali b jmpe baby,hmm..b rse nk tgok je muka baby..b rse b nk tgok puas2 sbb maybe lepas nie b xkn dpt tgok muka yg comel nie tersenyum kat dpn b..hmm..everyday i kept imagining ur face and it came with thousands of feeling..sbnanye xd lah thousands pown..sje je nk bg power ayat..2 je prasaan yg b ada mse b ngan baby,sdih and gmbira..sidh sbb,im gonna leave you..but not my heart..only bodies..this heart will always be urs..hmm..b xtaw lah kita akan brsme lagi orx after this,but foryou to know,u are the greatest girl ive ever met and being with u was undescribeable..haha pakai bdal je ayat..:)hmm..:'(b xsuka perpisahan..if i can,i wanna be with u all the time..i kpet praying to GOD supaya jodoh kita dipnjgkn..sebelum b pegi,hmm..b nk minx ampun and mf atas sgala perbuatan b yg mungkin buat baby terasa hati or buat baby sdih..b taw b byk buat slh ngan baby..baby,spnjg pemergian b,take a good care of urself..im so soory because b xbole nk jg baby scra dkt lg dah..b cume boleh jaga baby dari jauh..itu pun b xtaw brpe lme..i just want u to know that i will always be loyal to you..so u dont have to be worried about that..tujuan b pg sana sbb nk belajar and buat masa dpn bcerah.b taw hati b..hmm..baby,just don leave me will you?b nkkn kekuatan..kalau baby tglkn b,mcm mne b nk survive trouhgout the whole day?whole time?hmm..since kita form 4 smpi lah skrg,dh banyak yg kita lalui altogether..byk sgt kngn manis kte brsme..hmm..td ada sorg akak kat sr tu,yg duk kt dpn b mse tgh tunggu cake..dye tnye kat b,bila nk further,b ckp lah,rabu dpn dh nk pegi..then dye tnye b msuk ape,b ckp lah b msuk alam..akademi laut malaysia..b ckp full taw..:)hmm,dye ckp,merana lah syahida nnti..hmm..mse tu b pndg baby..b tgok baby tgh busy buat keje..b rse sdih..skjp b trmnung fikirkn ape akan jadi nnti..then b jwb kat akak tu,yg nie lagi merana akak..:'(im so sorry,fyi,this was the biggest sacrifice ive ever made in my life..hmm..b dh xd idea nk ckp ape lg dh..baby,bila baby dh bce nie,jgn nagis,jgn sdih..kuatkn hati sbb b bkn pergi utk slmenye,but b prgi 3 rtahun aje..hope kte boleh stay together until the end..baby jugak yg ckp,kalau b xkuat,baby lagi la xkuat kan?so b dh cube sdye upaya kuatkn hati b nie utk baby..sbnanye spnjg hari nie b rse sdih bile kngkn yg b akan tglkn baby,tp b xnk tunjuk dpn baby..b tkot baby terluka..so b kuatkn hati..so please,jgn lah bsdih ye baby?be strong with me..maybe b xd dkt dgn baby,tp hati kita sentiasa dkat..mfkn sgala slh dn silap b..i love you...b pergi dulu..ada masa nanti b tulis kat blog baby lagi eh?baby sorg je dlm hati b..remember that..take care..bye..