it all ends here..:')

hello you..erm..sorry pinjam blog you nk tulis kejap..i promise this will be the last..hmm..act i nak bgtau kat you,i rindu you sgt2..:'(seriously..i woke every morning and checked my fon if there is your msg,but no..theres no msg from you..yg ada cuma msg girl lain..err..sdihnye hati and berat rse ati i nk reply msg dyorg..i just need you and i dont need them..hmm..but i dont think you bother it..skrg you happy dgn dye..yeah i dpt rse you happy dgn dye..hmm..dye ada mse you perlukan someone,dye dkat dgn you,dye boleh jumpa you setiap hari..compare dgn i,i jauh,i xd mse utk you,i slalu hilang bila you perlukan i..but believe me,smue tu sbb i study kat sini bukan sbb i pfoya2 dgn perempuan lain..tp xkisah lah,xpntg pown utk i gtaw smue tu sbb you xheran..syg,psal gaban tu,hmm..sumpah i minx mf!i xpnah paksa dye utk pujuk you kmbli pd i..dye yg beriya2 nak buat..i dah ckp kat dye,please jgn pakse2 you,hati ngan perasaan xboleh nk pkse2,tp dye ckp oke..i xtaw pulak dye im you ngan text you smpi mcm tu skali..mfkn i..sbnanye i im dye just nk minx mf sbb i pnah rmpas you dr dye..tu je..and then i ckp i dh rse mcm mana rsenye kne gf kne rmpas..but its oke..i think start from today,i must be strong sbb klu i bsdih mcm nie i taw you lg gelakkan i..but something buat i rse xsdp hati..you kata you bnci i..hmm..syg,ape slh i smpi you nk bnci i?ada i tgking2 you?ada i mncarut kat you?ada i hina2 you syg?sori klu i dlete fb you,i xsgop tgok gmbr you dgn dye..seriously i sdih gila tgok gmbr you trsnyum dgn dye kat sbeah you..first time i tgok,argh rasa sejuk je bdn i nie..trus hilang mood i..tp i xslhkn you..dye dtg bila you perlukan i..hmm..i doakan you bhgia dgn dye syg..and i heard that you xnk befriend dgn i,xpe lah..i fhm sbbnye..hmm..thanks for all the memories..seriously i happy idop dgn you..tp lately nie since i msok sini kite dh jrg bhgie...mfkn i..kdg2 i nangis sndri fikirkan hubungan kite..haha..malukan bila laki nangis pasal gf?yeah..somehow mmg i rse malu..tp lelaki yg sgop menitiskn air mata utk gf dye adalah lelaki yg serious dgn gf dye..tp xtaw lah..i rasa ad belambak lg laki yg sgop mngis utk gf dye..so maybe xbtol smue tu..hmm..mmg i trok..i kuat jeles,i selalu curiga kat you..tp i dh ubah dh kan?i dh jd mcm ape yg you nk..tp bila i buat mcm tu,lain pula jdnye kat you..hmm..sdihnye hati i..and you know what,i wrote this with thousands of feelings..and i cried also..i xhabis2 bygkn muka you trsenyum,suara you yg lmbut je bila bckp dgn i..slalu i dok trmnung kat sini igtkn you..i dh cuba buat2 busy but somehow igtn i msti terarah pd you..hmm..xpelah..yeah he's perfect..i can see that..jg diri..youre the best thing i ever knew and i mean it..teruslah bncikn i..mmg skit bila i kne mcm nie but demi you i kne thn..smue org asik ckp,rmi lagi pompuan lain kat luar..i selalu trglak time diorg ckp mcm tu..mmg lah rmi tp bila ati dh xd perasaan xkn dpt nye nk brcinta..hmm..i igt kn kita boleh celebrate anniversary kite yg ke 2 tahun bila i blik nnti..syngnye it all ends here..you special syg..you are like the queen of my heart..:'(i nak you blik act..i nk wife i,i nk jd hubby you..gosh it kills me..im dying here to forget all sort of memories about you..xpela..i sdr yg you xkn kmbli pd i..i sdr..mfkn i..i hope bila you bce blog nie,you akan sedar btpe valuable nye you kat i..btpa i syg sgt pd you...hmm..mfkn i..i undurkn diri..i promise you i xkn tulis ape2 lg dh kat sini..tuka lah pasword you syg..buang lah gmbr2 i dlm nie..it doesnt mean anything anymore..:'(i love you..           
                                                                                                                            SINCERE
                                                                                                                   AMIRUL ASHRAF